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Musings
High Priestess of the
Faraway Shrine
by
Dr. Vidur Jyoti
It was a long
corridor, almost endless, punctuated only by the rhythmical echoes of
footfalls reverberating in it as if they were the throbbing beats of its
heart. At times they seemed approaching the little space that was my
corner along the corridor and at other times they just faded as if
receding into the oblivion. In that unending corridor I had a small
place to myself and most of the times I sat alone there except on
certain days when a wandering monk would come as if seeking his share in
that bit of space.
It
was in that corridor that while trying to unravel the mystery of the
footfalls I witnessed a very intriguing sight. Clad in dark flowing
robes, she had an elegant figure and carried a resplendent golden key in
her dainty hands. Her sparkling dark eyes betrayed an esoteric secret
and the enigmatic smile on her lips inspired hermits and monks to
compose their hymns. The monk, who used to visit me, too had been trying
to compose hymns and chant the same. He knew that the key that she
carried would open the doors of a faraway shrine.
“It is a magnificent shrine guarded by high walls which rose
majestically and seemed to humble even the skies. All the paths
culminate at its threshold,” the monk said. “But when and where do these
paths begin?” I asked him, “and how long have you been composing hymns
to her?” The monk chose to sit still, unmoved, meditating, brooding. Was
he trying to decipher the meaning of her smile? Was he ignoring my plea
finding it too trivial to be considered by a learned monk? It is also
true that even I could not recall since when had I been sitting there
collecting the echoing footfalls trying to fill the emptiness of my
little space.
Was it a dream or is this a dream?
Stillness descended on the corridor again and as I strained my faculties
trying to figure out whether the footfalls were receding into oblivion
or approaching closer but now they were no longer audible anywhere. In
that blinding flash, while I struggled to keep my eyes open, a
silhouette cam to life just next to me. Was it the priestess herself or
just an illusion?
The monk had still not concluded composing his hymn and my questions. He
had wanted to have the doors opened with that golden key so that he
could sing the hymn at her shrine. And I had sought to decipher the
course taken by those footfalls in the corridor. Where was the shrine? I
remember having been once told by the monk about the location of her
shrine. But I had forgotten about it.
What Now?
The golden key still dangled in her hand as she spoke. The monk was busy
gathering her mellifluence for his still incomplete hymn. Her eyes
sparkled and in the stillness of the corridor my wanderings came alive.
“Where is the shrine where all the paths end?” now I was asking her. The
sun was now getting restless, peeping form behind her dark robe and as I
followed her gaze I discovered that the neither the shrine existed nor
the corridor.
What did I want now?
The stillness reverberated with very familiar echoes again. But now the
quest to decipher their course had vanished. I did not want to know
about the shrine either. In the monk’s still incomplete hymn and in the
stillness all around me an eternal rhythm had dissolved every path, all
doors, all walls and the threshold itself.
The priestess smiled as ever.
The hymn rested on her lips.
Was that a dream or is this the one?
November 30, 2008
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