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A Life To Live
by Naira Yaqoob
 Angela
took pains today to look good. After all, it was her first day at the
office. She had an opportunity to be an assistant to one of the famous
architects of New York. She was apprehensive about her new job, as she
had already lost many others.
Angela had always been a lonely and timid girl, lacking self-confidence
and strong will power. It was to be expected, in view of the upbringing
she had got. It’s not so easy to grow up in a house where you have been
abandoned by your mother, and then neglected by your father. Her habit
of stammering had over-shadowed her soft, beautiful voice, with its
slight French accent. Her face was a mix of French and American
features, her mother being French. However, her blonde hair made her
look like her father. She believed that her resemblance to her mother
was one of the reasons, which made her father neglect her, or rather
avoid her. He was embittered when she had left him suddenly, after
Angela was born. This had created a feeling of insecurity in Angela from
her childhood days.
Actually, Angela’s
mother never wanted to have a child, She was a free soul, never
wanted responsibilities to bind and hook her to life. Though theirs
was a love marriage, Angela’s father realized that his wife was
slipping away from him. He could not bear it. He thought that a
child would change her. He needed a baby for his own security. He
had tried to persuade her. She did not yield. They had lots of
fights and arguments…nothing worked! There was no other option left
for him but to force her to give in. She had never felt so
humiliated! He had to pay the price of his behavior. She stayed with
him, carried the baby and her revenge inside her for nine months,
and left him with the child to take care of. This would serve him of
his brutality!
As Angela was adding a finishing touch to her make-up, she
remembered her first day at the college. She had been so nervous
that by the end of her ragging session (which had been nothing more
than a lengthy verbal chat), she had almost fainted! Her father had
commented that she would never be able to achieve anything in her
life. This remark had hurt her pride. She wished she could speak
without stammering and walk without stumbling. “Clumsy!” his father
would yell at her.
She would be perturbed all the time. Would her boss think the same
way about her? Could she handle her job well? Would she make a fool
of herself? Would she be able to interact well with her colleagues?
All these questions haunted her. But somehow she was determined to
prove her worth now- or so she thought. She had chosen a beautiful
navy blue Chanel suit with a silk beige shirt. She looked pretty
smart.
As she left for the ‘big’ day of her life, her maid was the only
person to wish her good luck. Feeling unsure, she stepped into the
huge office building, which gave a look of sophistication and
professionalism. Angela silently uttered her prayer to build up her
confidence, not wanting to ruin her day. She had even read a book on
how to speak confidently in public, and promote good relations
around you. Then only had she managed to remain very calm in her
interview. Maybe the easy and composed atmosphere had also played
the trick. Somehow she had succeeded in answering all the queries in
a relaxed and sedate manner.
All the staff gave her friendly smiles; but she thought they were
queer. She was not used to receiving hearty smiles from strangers.
In fact, she had accepted that she was not a likeable person and had
developed the habit of ignoring nasty remarks about her ‘snobbish’
nature. But things were turning different here. Her boss had been
really sweet with her, treating her like his daughter. He had the
kindest pair of eyes she had ever come across. He had given her
various instructions and advises to remember. Then, he introduced
her to the whole staff and they welcomed her heartily. Strange! Was
this all true or had she been dreaming?
Angela had always feared meeting people, but here the people were so
friendly and nice. Her earlier experiences had made her believe that
people were insensitive and cruel. She was now being proved wrong.
One of the ladies came up to her and offered to show her around. Her
name was Sarah, and she was very talkative. She told her that the
office was very good and soon Angela would be fond of it. Angela
actually liked her in spite of her excessive talking. Soon she found
herself talking quite freely to Sarah, as if she had known her long
before.
By the end of the day, Angela realized that she had underestimated
people as well as her own self. Life was not as bad as she thought
and believed. It had to offer good things as well. Yes! She’d love
to come back to her office the next day…
September 30, 2007
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