Maryla
was our well loved history teacher. She was a small, frail looking woman
with a lovely cameo-like face. We, the girls of the Convent of Our Lady,
thought she was beautiful and we admired her. Maryla was also a
wonderful teacher. She made history lessons alive, not with dates, but
with interesting facts, events and personalities. We studied hard to
please her, so it’s no wonder that we all excelled at the subject.
Because of the Nazi occupation in Poland, we had to study in the most
unorthodox of ways. Schools and universities were closed, and there were
house searches and arrests for illegal material such as books on Polish
history. But here was our frail looking Maryla, and a bunch of young
people studying with increased dedication.
I loved it when she came to my parents’ apartment for our history
lesson, which was disguised as a “sewing circle.” The girls had to
arrive in five to ten minute intervals, each carrying a piece of
material, needles and scissors. The lounge was converted into a sewing
room with a sewing machine in the centre, and all the necessary
paraphernalia to set the scene.
Maryla carried a book with sewing instructions, but she also carried
other books under her dress. These books were fastened tightly with a
band of elastic around her tummy. She used to distribute these books
amongst us, and collect them the following week and carry them to
another group of students. Maryla often joked that these books gave her
security; who would have dared to disrobe such a heavily pregnant woman?
It was amazing that this frail looking woman managed to traverse our
town on foot. From one side to another, from one house to another, in
rain, sleet and wind, she managed to teach so many groups of students.
But she was not the only one. Polish underground organizations created a
network of, “Schools,” embracing children of all ages. Most of the
teachers were engaged in this project. We all risked being discovered.
But imprisonment and deportation was a risk worth taking.
Our school was closed, and the building was not occupied except for one
of the wings where our religious sisters were (for the time being)
allowed to remain. Maryla had lost her apartment to a high ranking
German official who simply ordered her to leave. However, she was
allowed to move to a room (in the loft) of our old school. She called it
her, “Ivory tower.” She remained there for many years. Sitting by the
window she had watched the German troop’s parade along the main street
of our town. She was by the window when the German regiments were
marching towards the railway station to be transported to the Eastern
front (as the war between German and Russia broke out in 1941). She had
watched hundreds of Russian prisoners of war escorted by triumphant
Germans, walking in exhaustion and picking leaves from the trees to
appease their hunger. She was there, by the window, when the German army
units walked the street in less arrogant way, after suffering defeat in
Russia. She had witnessed so many historical events, just looking out in
the street. But in spite of the war casualties with Russia, the Germans
still reigned supreme in our town.
I was already in my last year of school, and Maryla was still walking.
That year the winter was very severe, we all suffered from colds and flu
brought upon by a lack of sufficient nourishment and proper heating. I
still remember that cold afternoon when Maryla left us, after
distributing our corrected essays and collecting her books. It was
getting late; she was coughing a lot and was generally unwell. I was
sorry for her; she had a long way to go, and the curfew hour was close.
It started snowing again, and she was fearful not to fall on the
slippery pavement. She was half way home when, all of a sudden she heard
the call, “Halt, Halt,” she turned around and froze. Two German soldiers
were a few steps before her. They were obviously on patrol, and came out
from one of the nearby buildings. One of them came in touching distance
to her and demanded her Kennkarte (Identification Card). Maryla had a
coughing fit and slowly started to open her handbag. The soldier
screamed at her again, “Kennkarte.” She managed to hand it to him, but
as she did she started to cough again. She felt her elastic band snapped
off from under her dress, and all her books fell to the ground with a
thud. Maryla looked at the soldiers with despair. The one who took her
card studied it as if nothing had happened, and then returned it to her
without a word. Then the soldiers said something to each other and
walked away. Maryla could hardly move, as she was shaking so much. She
just repeated over and over again, “Thank you God, thank you God.”
After the incident, Maryla became more cautious, but she carried on as
usual simply because this was her job, and so many young people depended
on her. She was also a very spiritual person who believed in the
protection of a Higher Power. Years of depravation had played havoc with
her health, but her spirit remained strong. Eventually her body finally
gave in, and she suffered a heart attack.
At this time we (her students) began to play an active part in her life.
There was not a day when one of us did not visit her and bring her food,
clean washing, and news of the world. This was usually written on a
small tissue like paper which our underground printing press produced.
We had even invented a way to announce our arrival. We used to hit a
gutter pipe under her, “Tower,” and wait for her response. When she was
free to see us, she hung a red towel in her window. It worked very well.
In those days I grew very close to her. Maryla was a great thinker. “In
my tower,” she used to say, “I have nothing else to do but think and
meditate. To know yourself, you have to be quiet and not be afraid of
solitude, after a while you start enjoying it.
I was too young to understand, but I was always drawn to her by her
goodness and generosity of spirit. She had no relatives, but she was a
member of each and every family of her past students. We had shared all
our worries and happy moments with her. She helped us with our
difficulties, and rejoiced in our success. She was always our beloved
teacher.
Today I appreciate quiet hours, and whenever I become still, I have this
feeling of
oneness with the people I have loved; and Maryla, my unforgettable
teacher she is always there.
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