Earlier in the dreams I saw animals , monsters , mother leaving me and im crying , father scolding ….. beating , im hungry and can’t eat anything ….. people carrying me in their arms……

A Few years back I usually had very different dreams while I slept … like people talking around , running , family members around, laughing crying and planning……. friends running and calling my name….. a stranger chasing me and sometimes I was flying  …..falling ….. , failing in a test or examination , running somewhere , lost at times …… and often blank …… I remembered these dreams in parts and pieces.

Couple of years back I remember I dreamt of lustrous objects ….. passion and fall ….. love at times ,
fear of losing my favourites …..strange  forests, people dying ….uncanny voices …. eerie figures  … twisted faces …. Abandoned places ….

Now I don’t have dreams while I sleep …… its blank …. Its dark – more of negative ……. Or may be im too tired to dream about ……. Im just waiting everyday ….. waiting for nothing to happen
Its sad but its true