It is you I miss and want
by my side
I love you
my heart aches for you
It is lonely without you
I remain aloof from the world
as I have nothing to offer it
I am lost in myself I think
and your memories
It will be that way always...
I take my cup of chai
sit in my backyard at night
when its chilly
I look at the stars
I stare at the grass and trees and tulips
It is not where I want to be
I want to be in your backyard
sitting by your feet
smelling your body whiff
and anticipating our nookie
It is quiet in your world too
I assume so
and we look at the stars and moon
you remain still
outwardly indifferent
inside you is there any turmoil?
Tell me is there?
Beloved?
I am in love with you...
madly in love...insanely in love
I want us, we, our baby...you ..me
the breeze the stars the moon and peace
all my dreams are to be one with you
its intense and sustained
I want you to tell me how to live life
I want you to tell me about the book you are reading
I want you to share with me your thoughts
Beloved? Who? Tell me who will love you with so much passion?
Just me.
Who will write innumerable poems to you in fealty
Beloved...love is about belonging and I belong to you
so I do sit in my backyard and imagine its yours
I am alone and I believe I am sitting by your feet
I am depressed yet hopeful
love is giving
and you bid all you got
I have all of me
and its all yours.
yes this is the nth poem I write
I have hardly saved any
I don't need to
they all say only one thing
I love you
that's all my heart whispers to you
sitting in your backyard
with you
