Life is a mystery
of events pain and compromises
tears joy and indifference
series of memories
however hard you try
to live in the present
past beckons you
the one you love
knocks on your heart and mind
all the time
time spent with him
most precious
even if he doesn't need you anymore
has become indifferent after
loving you for a while
you are lost in his thoughts at all times
your present becomes a replay of past memories
his year of togetherness
your sole paradise
there is no future no present
he and his thoughts are all you care for
there is no hope at all
for he gave you all that he had to offer you
and that was so much more then many offered you in a lifetime
so why the complain?
one is never satisfied ever
that's human nature
my suffering has become my only pleasure
