For the
First time
In so many
Years, I
Really
Feel like
Living...
Why?
'Cause
Death is
So near me
That I really
Feel like living
(thinking of those people who finally realise the value of life towards the fag end of their life which they've taken for granted all their life; now that they really want to live, they realise that it's a tad too late as their time on this earth has been cut short by some fatal illness)