On the path of altruism The mind knows only to love it wants to give and forgive and let go it wants to seek approval yet I want to remind him I miss him at this threshold where he looks elsewhere to go find love I want him to miss me too... don't go...be with me... I love you it rained all day today it reminded me of our hike in the woods wearing ponchos... every moment of my life I remember you I love you don't go and find another to love what about me? I have been waiting all along for you. don't let my thoughts of you take shape and dissolve in my mind abstracted by memory and hope I visualized you and was cognizant of the situation even when sanity left me all alone wish my cortical were low and serotonin high... when you left me I want to be with you don't find another woman to be by you I have been loving you all along increase visualization picture me.
