Frazzled and restless
bouts of anxiety,
addiction, sleeplessness
spinal degeneration
pain in the neck and back
numbness in the legs
loss of teeth, libido,
anal bleeding, etc.
failure to stay focused
and dying desires to do
what I used to do
are not mere ageing
things get hairy, scary
with body failure
ailments pop up
spirit dries up
mind disconnects
I'm hardly centred
to clean my age's turd
on inner chakras
meditate and forget
the memories' load
and die a new being
