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   Let me not do a U-turn  of  
 
my neck to see the past.    
 
 
 
Skill sets that lost their sheen  
 
in time,  high hopes slithering down  
 
a slippery slope and scorned by  
 
ingrate times that  sang an ode to Darwin.    
 
 
 
Warm a pedigreed chair with emaciated stare,  
 
or a rickety one unfit for your pedigree.   
 
My chagrined inner voice said   
 
“Fruit is not the milestone, karma is”  
 
Me, fellow mortals, were never shy   of 
 
 bending our backs, cerebral sparks    
 
that lighted many, pleased a few.                                                                                            
 
But landed as always where destined  
 
with a sickening thud and inner nudge  
 
“this is not what you strove for….”    
 
Soon days wove into burdened years  
 
When stars shone less in a dark dawn,  
 
my own halo eclipsed in the oblivion.  
 
An old raging song that stirred the chords  
 
Of a crowd lost suddenly in the eerie!  
 
Years later had an awkward timbre   
 
when resung on a changed string!  
 
 
 
   I sense the new faces, old hopes  straining  
 
to carve a frame, new light!   
 
I go back to my dusky sky, see where 
 
I  slipped amid the stars which shone once.     |