It wasn't that hard, it wasn't you could have done it if you would have just tried to understand but you did understand So then why didn't you? why didn't you hold me while I cried like you used to? it wasn't that hard you knew the words, just had to say them knew what I needed to hear the way I needed some reassurance some sunshine in the darkness around me you could have given it, why didn't you? its been so long since we talked, have you even noticed it? I think not you were all I needed, my closest friend more than that always the reminder of what I had when I cried to think of what I had lost it wasn't that hard, or was it? perhaps I got so used to you always being there selfishly forgot there were other things other bonds, other commitments, other obligations but if you just had just held my hand, just whispered those few words if you would have just convinced me of your love you might have saved me..