Sorry for what happened last night! For sure, it was not an act of love. I never thought it would happen Nor did I do anything to prevent it.
I feel sad that it did happen Without any feeling of love!
The blood gushed into my veins, We forgot about things bitter about us. It took time for me to think And by then the wrong was done.
Should I go to the temple, To tell the God to forgive; Or take thousands ablutions In the holy waters of the sea?
I am not sure if it would take away The bitterness between us, we have And restore back the lost love Without any of sense of guilt!
The guilt kills me every moment As I think to have defiled my body. Cries it seems, my soul inside, As it was so stupid to be carnal And senseless not to think over before And I do not know who to blame for.
But I wonder for a while, Closing my eyes gone dry these days! It was not the same before, Until we lost love for each other.