Sitting here in the quiet of the morning hours, while the rest of the world sleeps, I occasionally glance at your picture, and think about time spent with you. Feelings of warmth, and yes, sometimes feelings of desire accompany those thoughts. I've always heard if you look deeply into a person's eyes you can sometimes see into the other's soul. And sometimes you can read emotions..... feelings in a person's eyes. My eyes are that way..... love, devotion, desire, hurt, disappointment, and anger are always evident in my eyes. But not in yours. The only glimpses I've gained to your soul, thoughts, and emotions are contained in your writings. I've searched your eyes for clues and weighed your words carefully. Sometimes I can see gentleness.....
sometimes desire in your eyes.... but all else is closed to me. I'm still in the dark. Sometimes I long to ask, "Please shed some light." Yet at the same time, I'm not sure I wish for everything to be illuminated.... so I will continue to search your beautiful eyes and remain in the dark with occasional flashes of light. And maybe one day you'll share your "inner self" with me..... and maybe not.
