In my heart I am confused
Befooled, bedazzled, bemused
Whether to climb the cliff so steep
Or venture into the valley so deep
Fear is not my barrier
Destiny is not my carrier
Which path to follow is my decision
That’s why I must decide with precision
As it will shape my fate
And how I’ll be remembered of late
Money is not what I desired
But for free I can’t be hired
I don’t expect great fame for me
But if the chance comes so it be
I don’t want women flocking all around
But I’ll be glad if for that I am bound
I don’t want to rule the man
But I must because I can
I don’t want to acquire land
But if God’s willing – make it grand
God I don’t want people to worship me
All I want is to help thee
So give me your power or a chunk of it
I’ll make sure the bad ones get slit
I can’t achieve that living in a shit hole
A creepy beggar no more than a mole
You have tested me so far
I’ve never been to a brothel or bar
Lack of money was not the reason behind
The act proves that I am generous and kind
So you better start turning my fortune
Or I’ll stop believing in you soon
I’ll preach that God doesn’t exist
There is no reason to resist
Let all your desires be fulfilled
Do not worry about the guilt
There is no one above to watch you
There is no good or evil for thou
What you feel right is right
If you can prove it with might
Soon, God, your world will collapse
And all your memories in the minds will lapse
I’ll bring great darkness
If you don’t clear this mess
I want a good job, wife, house, car,
Two kids and society treating me as star
I refuse to give any further test
Fulfill my wishes or I’ll give my life rest.
