Lost

Despair subdues all my hopes,
Loneliness accompanies me everywhere,
Deep sighs follow my words,
I am lost in the abhorrence of your betrayal.

Some freaky fears rule my mind,
Love mocks at me with odium,
It’s devastating yet true that
I am lost in the agony of your deception.

Tears seem to conquer my eyes,
Laments erode my grace,
Moans echo in my heart,
I am lost in the plethora of your sham.

In the memories of ‘yesterday’ I am lost
So much that ‘today’ makes me miserable,
‘Tomorrow’ never seems to be mine,
I am lost in your toxic thoughts.