I am in and out of a relationship!
All the time!
Lasting I think but it withers into thin air
Each time I take a step forward I seem stable
Pain of denial the inability to comprehend
I slide two steps backwards.
Even in deep meditation the desire to recapture
What seemed all lost haunts me
Thoughtful gestures frivolous presents on spur of moments
Under closed eyes tears flow
As memories flood our ten years togetherness!
To be too deep with and around her
The relentless suffocation dissolves
A positive force of thankfulness
Nurses my soul a healing touch
To walk my path into the horizon
