Your age and your deeds,
good and bad,
catch up with you
surely and certainly.
The only problem in life is that
you have to go through upheavals and turmoils
to lay hands on wisdoms
which having had
life would have been smoother and painless.
"Nanak dukhia sab sansar"
can give you mental peace
and make life bearable
when such wisdoms
are not at hand.
Meanwhile, I vacilate
between two feelings and philiosophies:
Life is for pleasure and bliss, and
life is a balance sheet of deeds
of earlier lives lived.